Time Takes Time. Getting Sober Means New narratives of the mind. We can overcome addict behavior.
Start every day with God’s help. I pray God that you grant to me that which I need to survive safely the day before me. Thank you for your help.
Born Again Stripper
What Does A Stripper Do After She Meets God?
Hell Bent On Self Annihilation
Sidenote- for more details read my free Book-“Paradise For The HellBound”
I was a stripper in Texas and in Florida. What a life. First club I worked at was a place called “Baby Dolls”. I started as a coctail waitress. Little did I know I was being primed for dancing. Oh, it was all my choice. But when a waitress sees the glory and attention that dancers receive with the money…well…that’s all it took for me to decide.
They Stoled My Feeling of Well Being
Likely At Birth
It’s simple to explain why some people immediately get dependent upon opiates or opioids when trying them. Yes, it’s easy for me to finally realize that the normies have something I never did. At least they have something naturally that I had to work for and plead with God to have. A fearless feeling of well being.
The normies apparently have an indwelt sense of well being. They do not suffer from nagging incessant fear. Therefore when a normie does his first drug he gets high alright but he doesn’t get what we addicts get. RELIEF.
Gainesville Zoom Online Meetings
I am considering starting a zoom meeting and advertising it under the ‘Gainesville Recovery Farmhouse’ name.
I could add links to both recovery farmhouse sites. .com and .net. I did have the .org at one time but let it go. .org sounds more official
Addiction-The War for Your Soul
Cunning Baffling & Powerful?
If you are an addict who has felt the obsession compulsion and what it feels like to do what you do not want to do then you know the spiritual aspect of addiction. That my friend is the part that is cunning and baffling to most.
Why is it some people get paranoid on really good weed and other’s do not? There is likely more than one reason but I have some spiritual answers to the question.
Love Covers A Multitude of Sin-Proverbs
Love is a kind, considerate, caring action that is respectful of others situations and empathy is shown. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you” is the directive for Love.
In These Scary Times We May Be Tempted to Use Pills or Liquor or Sex or Turmoil As A Coping Reaction
Or we might lash out at those we love most. We must apologize of such knee jerk reactions to fear. Now is the time to stand together with breathren more so than ever.
Unexpressed Fear Will Run Riot
Overcoming Fear & Fear of Death
Out of the problem into the solution.
She Never Mentions The Word “Addiction” ———-
In Certain Company
We’re All Here for the Very Same Reason & Subutex Detox
Subutex Dependency
See Associated 4th step fear list. The truth will set me free.
No one can find the rewind button. Most addicts were emotionally abused as children YET they have no idea what emotional abuse even looks like. Therapy works and so do the 12 steps if done deep, deep. Breath friends, just breath. There’s a light at the end of the tunnel.
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The Consummation of The Forehead Mark of The Beast
How Do I Find God & Connect With Him
(not a sobriety article a jazweeh.com article
The Mighty name of Jesus is The Way to receive The Holy Spirit. Receiving The Holy Spirit Baptism is no small thing that goes unnoticed. With it comes all kinds of gifts, revelations, Love, Truth, epiphanies, and total life changes.
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Relapse, Deliverance, Relapse, Backsliding, & Finally Overcoming
If you Can’t See that you Have Guilt & Shame…then you will not overcome Guilt & Shame.
The hardest part about being a believer in Jesus with all the guilt trips religion passes on to the people is to accept myself just as God made me. Imperfect. If my life is manageable then I am at peace. But I will not be perfect as long as I am in the flesh. The closer I get to perfection the more false pride and judgement rear their ugly heads. The further I get from perfect the more self destruction tries to enter then there’s the self condemnation. The solutions, believe it or not are in the 12 Steps when I include God The Father/Jesus my Higher Power in my step-work.
A life of the beat down of self requires reprogramming. Step Eleven serves well to reprogram the mind if we include positive affirmation of truth repeatedly, over and over. We must reprogram the “I am bad & wrong” into “I am a blessed and worthy child of God”.
Put on the whole armor of God including the prayers of the saints. Without Faith and Hope we are squittled. The Justified shall live by Faith.
Twelve Steps & Twelve Traditions Short & Long Form
READ THE TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS ONLINE.
Alcoholics Anonymous 12 Steps & Twelve Traditions
Step One
We admitted we were powerless over alcohol—that our lives had become unmanageable.
Step Two
Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
Step Three
Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
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Daily Meditations from the Heart of Recovery
Give your worries & fear to your Higher Power who can handle it. Do not allow fear/shame programming to cause hidden and repressed fear. Fear should be acknowledged & faced head on so it doesn’t gain power over out actions. Fear is part of the human condition (for now anyway) & for good reasons. Fear run riot on the other hand, when acted upon in negative ways become the problem.
This is a file to be opened or downloaded. The book is free PDF format text. I wrote it at the height of my own recovery. I have been sober since 2006 and the file shows many of my best lessons in meditation reading form.
Addiction Can Make Life Dangerous. Murder, Rape, Near Death Experiences
I have often wondered how I survived my 20’s through 30s. Surely I kept my protecting angel very busy with so many dangerous near death mishaps.
I was a Heroin addict with a dangerous job. I was a prostitute who worked for herself. I ran the gamut of prostitution all the way from street level hitchhiking to the best of the best high class exquisite hotels and appointment with the rich and wealthy.
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What The Spirit Says to the Churches “Get your house in order now”.
Why? Why “Get your House in Order”?
Update-Wow I called this one in 2020. Now in 2022 nearly December I have used up much of my prepper food and stuff. “Waste not the oil and the wine.” Perhaps I was not the only one whose small business has been crashed by 50% or more $$.
2020 Article
Why is it time to get our houses in order? And what does that mean anyway.
It means emotionally clear up all 4th step shame, resentments, and fears by writing, sharing, and confessing to God.
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